Charcoalstar

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Dark Ages by Charcoalstar, literature

Hero by Charcoalstar, literature

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Hero

Dude you're fucking MPD You're fucking driving me crazy I'll be taking care of you like some baby Will you even thank me? Maybe? Im a superhero thanks to you Maybe it was a role I didn't want to do You don't care that you made my life askew You don't even know I'm here to save you. Your character came out tonight Told me I was supposed to be the knight You are the villain, according to what you write And I'm supposed to be the rewrite You pretend to tare care of me And I suppose you do, to a degree In reality you're just trying to be an honoree And my horrors are just what you see. I really don't want to play this part But I

Crazy by Charcoalstar, literature

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Crazy

Isn't it crazy how nightmares can follow you into the day. Making your life seem to flash away. Reminding you that you can run, but you can't hide. Always nudging against your side. You see her in the color red. You feel her climbing into your bed. You see her eyes in the color blue. Reminding you what she did to you. Some nights you just lie awake. Remembering what she did to make you shake. You call out to someone to help save you. Searching for a safe haven to go to. Isn't it crazy how you can't tell the difference between Reality and what you've made it seem. Did she ever touch me, and make me sweat Maybe if I knew the answ

Cheater by Charcoalstar, literature

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Cheater

Lovers meeting in the dark No one could tear them apart Eyes locking in the night Holding hope of a future so bright. A voice nagging in your head. I should not be the one in bed. He should be here with you Instead of me, the tempting shrew. Guilt rising in your thoughts Turning your heart into knots. You know I should be yours Instead you leave out those doors. I don't care if this doesn't make sense You turned me into a fucking mess. And now I made the choice for you Because I'm done with you.

We the victims by Charcoalstar, literature

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We the victims

We the victims of the vain Slice and burn to ease the pain Blood trickling down our arms Smell of smoke filling our lungs We are the victims of the vain. We the victims of the vain Long for everything to ease the pain. Snorting and Smoking Bloody noses and lots of choking. We are the victims of the vain. We are the victims dealing with our symptoms. PTSD Depression Anxiety. We are the victims of a childhood robber Now we try to remember That suicide isn't the only answer.

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We the victims by Charcoalstar, literature

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Oct 23
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Deviant for 15 years
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Charcoalstar

Nov 11, 2012

I think I may be turning into a bad person.

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But it feels so good to be bad... ... ... ... Fuck it.

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Charcoalstar

Oct 12, 2012

My thoughts on teen suicides.

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People need to remember that we are still kids. One comment feels like a punch to the gut. One shove feels like a push off a cliff. One insult makes you feel less than human. All it takes is one person to say "You are better off dead." and honestly, that is all that it takes. If your friends say something mean to someone else, stop it. You need to show that person that you understand they are human. I understand that women also need to value themselves and know what to do and what they are worth, but we are kids. Why can't any of us remember. We are not 20 or 30. Stop forcing yourself to grow up. Its not time. Let your mind grow. Don't tak